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instrumental piece
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2. |
question mark
03:54
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everytime i have this pain
i feel no regret, just the increase of my death set,
no deception,
there's just depression.
and I beg the question, what is it? (what is it)
If I see him, i get a hard limb,
imagination attack,
getting sadness back,
what is this pain?
my heart beat so hard,
my mind shake as my hands,
my livid state dies,
and my eyes cry sand.
what is this pain?
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3. |
mun eg geta?
04:23
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instrumental
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4. |
anej
05:46
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I came from nowhere,
and i came from dust,
I came from nowhere,
and i came dust,
on a bus from the north,
i came from nowhere,
and i'll come back to such,
two steps where missing,
an i fell under my own stress,
i put down my flag just to run away from him,
and see me here.
gonna run away away, gonna run away.
I lost myself on stories, and books,
of others, and such,
and yet i stop writing,
and hearing them,
he is not here, to fucking up everything this time,
it's ok,
i'll come back for more,
i'll come back for more,
i'll come back (wheres home).
to that little room, with the cat,
with your things, and my things at your side,
wires and mixers,
and lots glass on the floor,
just please don't act like if i didn't saw you,
don't build your walls,
i'll come back.
adios, adios
adios (a Dios)
adios (a Dios).
come back now, and come to me,
open those arms, once more for me,
build those wall round yourself,
where are you?
are you that place, that mountain that makes you forget,
are you that kid, who stands on the woods?
the one who saw himself, with his brain out,
with all his blood covering trees?
and a river washing his sins?
are you the kid I saw?
are you the flower i burned?
are you the eagle my grandmother send me for joy.
are you there,
are you there (ayuda, ayuda, ayuda)
keep my stress away,
the street has show me that my demons are just me with his face.
with his voice,
with his arms, with his touch,
with his arms,
with his eyes, with his touch,
with his heart,
with his lips, with his hair,
that was as tiny as the air,
with his eyes,
with his home, with his dreams
my demons are just him,
with his eyes, with his soul, with his lips,
my demons are just him.
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instrumental
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6. |
lucid dream
03:15
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words, means feel spleen.
I’m floating in this darkness,
soaking breathless, speechless, sleepless.
a song that belong to those.
dreaming and a lady pointing at me,
floats, fly,
just to fall,
and scream.
luminous light beams,
i'm overwhelmed with sadness,
nor kindness, nor life,
a dream, a nightmare, alive.
red blue white black green, the lodge, la luna.
dreaming fly just to fall
and scream.
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7. |
want, wanted... tried
04:00
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try to be writer,
try to make some spells,
try to find a place,
where i can express myself,
wrote many stories and poems to,
filled with sins
and pain,
filled with misery and shame,
stress,
scars,
and lots of mental marks,
falling and keep going,
yet not happy at all,
drowning in the tears,
for someone i cant have,
praying to the lordess,
for someone by my side,
but all these guys,
i knew forget me,
and pretend like they don't know me at all,
wanted to be a lover but a whore i became,
sleeping with as many as i can,
trying to fill the void,
trying to get some joy,
even fucking, moaning and orgasms,
felt once like pain,
you don't make me forget,
who i was and my mental state,
yet all comes back in full circle, cause pain, grows as my age.
i tried, and i wanted to kill myself,
to find an easy exit,
to run away,
with a knife,
with a rope,
and pills,
i just needed a gun,
never put one on my hands,
so i never tried that last one,
i just kept myself going,
i just kept myself going,
i just made myself believe that all this pain would go away,
so i could keep going in this place.
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8. |
awake
04:13
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i am awake
i am breathing, and yet walking against,
i'm singing a deadly hymn with a choir full of dead,
there's sickness ahead,
reaching the end of road, while cleaning myself with no soap,
on a river i made, with my own tears, and my own fears,
many years ago, before my eyes got dry,
before i wanted a response,
now i am in gray, watching dead nature,
begging for love, and looking for more.
i am awake, lucid dreaming, real world is hell,
at least here i can hear my own, no sins, no spleen,
clarity like water,
no one to blame, no even the man slaughter.
i am awake, i am on the river, on the bay,
losing faith on humans as usual.
i'm waiting for her…
(for the death) the skeleton lady to take me away
i'm reaching receiving,
encreasing, listening readios,
the sun the moon, im leaving this world,
i have no more hope.
i am awake, i am awake… awake.
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9. |
nisna; ft. Flown
07:18
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grass growing down the trees,
i'm hanging up of thee
my nake is broken
and so am i
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10. |
nahualotl
03:47
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the wastings,
of the waster,
who waste the time,
who bends the time,
inside his head,
you'll find a maze
you'll find the hell
built upon words he never told
and swallowed feels
the hundreds of pages
for nothing good to come
for nothing special to show up,
wasting, wasted, he waste the time, the life, the whole space,
is this a prayer?
is this a spell?
many questions
coming
and the answers might come.
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11. |
dog's destiny
02:45
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if there's still fire up there
then light up my way
give me a bit more of strength
i can't keep up anymore
i don't want to live
because i cannot sing all these songs
clear up my mind
even write sets the purgatory at max
if there's still fire up there
then light up my way
i need to see what's in the top
i need to find an answer to this pain
let me go to the to again.
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12. |
take care
05:17
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i would have took care of you,
of your soul
that once was full and now is in pieces on the ground,
i would have take care, of your soul.
take care of you.
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13. |
regolith; ft. Strigid
07:08
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With wide eyes look at the sky,
In the middle of the night,
Such dark, as one's heart and mind,
Little do I know there are a few stars,
And I’ve got a roll of grass on my mouth,
I’m exhaling smoke,
Smelling like a skunk.
I wanna leave, I wanna fly.
Communicate, but it’s only the signs, that you leave behind,
Always there but never clear, clustered on the mind of passerby’s
Rocketeers,
Telescopes
Incorrect,
Orbs of glass to,
Orbs of tissue
Warped and wild
Like what within you.
I wanna leave, I wanna fly.
Now, I'm lost immerse,
On fantasies, as ashes fall,
Little do I know,
There's a storm coming, from outer space, voices,
Conspiring,
To make me leave,
In the most coward way (most coward way),
They make me wanna leave,
in the most coward way (by my own hand).
I wanna leave, I wanna fly.
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KDMQ Durango, Mexico
auntie Kevin
non-binary
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Mexicanx, del norte del país; Durangeñx.
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