want wanted tried

from epilogue by KDMQ

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try to be writer,
ty to make some spells,
try to find a place,
where i can express myself,
wrote many stories and poems to,
filled with sins
and pain,
filled with misery and shame,
stress,
scars,
and lots of mental marks,
falling and keep going,
yet no happy at all,
drowning in the tears,
for someone i cant have,
praying to the lordess,
for someone by my side,
but all these guys,
i knew forget me,
and pretend like they don't know me at all,
wanted to be a lover but a whore i became,
sleeping with as many as i can,
trying to fill the void,
trying to get some joy,
even fucking, moaning and orgasms,
felt once like pain,
you don't make me forget,
who i was and my mental state,
yet all comes back in full circle, cause pain, grows as my age.

i tried, and i wanted to kill myself,
to find an easy exit,
to run away,
with a knife,
with a rope,
and pills,
i just needed a gun,
never put one on my hands,
so i never tried that last one,
i just kept myself going,
i just kept myself going,
i just made myself believe that all this pain would go away,
so i could keep going in this place.

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from epilogue, released April 2, 2018

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