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try to be writer,
try to make some spells,
try to find a place,
where i can express myself,
wrote many stories and poems to,
filled with sins
and pain,
filled with misery and shame,
stress,
scars,
and lots of mental marks,
falling and keep going,
yet not happy at all,
drowning in the tears,
for someone i cant have,
praying to the lordess,
for someone by my side,
but all these guys,
i knew forget me,
and pretend like they don't know me at all,
wanted to be a lover but a whore i became,
sleeping with as many as i can,
trying to fill the void,
trying to get some joy,
even fucking, moaning and orgasms,
felt once like pain,
you don't make me forget,
who i was and my mental state,
yet all comes back in full circle, cause pain, grows as my age.
i tried, and i wanted to kill myself,
to find an easy exit,
to run away,
with a knife,
with a rope,
and pills,
i just needed a gun,
never put one on my hands,
so i never tried that last one,
i just kept myself going,
i just kept myself going,
i just made myself believe that all this pain would go away,
so i could keep going in this place.
Experimental free jazz on the latest from the Ryan Pollie Quartet, combining the sound of the past with futuristic touches. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 20, 2023
Indianna Hale's cosmic Americana is equal parts spooky and inviting, the warm sonic palette a cushion for her eerie songs. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 17, 2023
Earl Vallie's latest sounds like if Roy Orbison lived in Joshua Tree and participated in a lot of mind-expanded activities. Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 21, 2022
An almost anti-blues/anti-rock style that masters classic sounds while mocking the industry’s perceived seriousness. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 27, 2018
A conversational record that embraces the beauty and freedom of songwriter Natasha Jacobs’ own studied impurity. Bandcamp Album of the Day Mar 13, 2017