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02:04
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hoy duele mas que ayer,
hoy duele mas que ayer,
hay más dolor dentro de mi,
lo puedo sentir,
hay más voces aquí,
como yo pude creer, que podria estar ahi para ti,
hay más dolor que ayer,
duele, duele mas que ayer,
hoy hay más dolor.
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2. |
fall
02:00
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this is a little march,
we gonna fall to the ground,
this is a little march,
destined to fall down,
gonna fall,
we are gone,
we would fall,
gonna fall.
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prayer
03:49
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sadness has always been here with me,
no tears,
but there's bliss,
no fears,
just my sins,
when i say it, it doesn't help,
it does the same if i write it,
does the same,
but the pain,
the pain
grows as my age,
many words,
nothings,
and worlds,
yet, nothing would come around,
or would happen, at all.
crying feathers,
cause they not wet,
but fall slowly not like time or pain.
i be hold to the past,
sins don't exist,
so who does with whom,
everyone use a mask,
i am one,
coming back to write,
with a bit of bliss with a bit of joy
with a bit of hope.
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i'm scared of this place,
i'm scared of this planet,
take me away,
burn me,
hang me,
either way i wanna die,
disappear that's all,
take me away.
always keeping the track,
always trying to be the one,
pleasing any others but myself,
keeping the track of the little joy,
and spend all my time, in the pl of sorrow,
in the pain that grows as my age.
kill me,
hang me,
cut me.
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if there's still fire up there
then light up my way
give me a bit more of strength
i can't keep up anymore
i don't want to live
because i cannot sing all these songs
clear up my mid
even write sets the purgatory at max
if there's still fire up there
then light up my way
i need to see whats in the top
i need to find an answer to this pain
let me go to the to again
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6. |
unwanted
02:48
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always trying so hard, to be there,
im unwanted
but you have me,
every single time i try just,
you go a bit further.
im unwanted
unrequited.
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7. |
want wanted tried
04:00
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try to be writer,
ty to make some spells,
try to find a place,
where i can express myself,
wrote many stories and poems to,
filled with sins
and pain,
filled with misery and shame,
stress,
scars,
and lots of mental marks,
falling and keep going,
yet no happy at all,
drowning in the tears,
for someone i cant have,
praying to the lordess,
for someone by my side,
but all these guys,
i knew forget me,
and pretend like they don't know me at all,
wanted to be a lover but a whore i became,
sleeping with as many as i can,
trying to fill the void,
trying to get some joy,
even fucking, moaning and orgasms,
felt once like pain,
you don't make me forget,
who i was and my mental state,
yet all comes back in full circle, cause pain, grows as my age.
i tried, and i wanted to kill myself,
to find an easy exit,
to run away,
with a knife,
with a rope,
and pills,
i just needed a gun,
never put one on my hands,
so i never tried that last one,
i just kept myself going,
i just kept myself going,
i just made myself believe that all this pain would go away,
so i could keep going in this place.
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8. |
spell
03:47
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the wastings,
of the waster,
who waste the time,
who bends the time,
inside his head,
you'll find a maze,
you'll find a maze,
build by words he never told,
and swallowed feels,
the hundreds of pages,
for nothing good to come,
for nothing special to show up,
wasting, wasted, he waste the time, the life the whole space,
is this a prayer?
is this a spell?
many questions,
coming,
and more would show up,
and the answers might come.
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9. |
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suicide note
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KDMQ Durango, Mexico
auntie Kevin
non-binary
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Mexicanx, del norte del país; Durangeñx.
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